20051223

HOLY ****!!!!!!!!!!!!

I accomplished something that I thought would never EVER happen. I passed my Calculus 3 class with an A. What The Fuck!!! I figured that the highest I would have gotten was a C, but the professor must have given the whole class a wicked curve. Anyway, after this semester my GPA went up by 0.1. Which is frecking sweet!

Nothing else from me at this point, but hopefully everyone has a good Christmas. Be safe guys.

Until then...
-AH!

20051107

Untitled

Raiders suck! Period!

Until then...
-Same Time, Same Channel!

P.S. Vhessiu starting to sound like a good album.

20051031

"That's not what we're fighting for"

Happy H-A-LL-O............WEEN!!!!!!!

How's everybody doing? Good, I hope. My life sucks, but we already know that. Picked up two new CDs. One being the new Story of the Year and the other is Thrice.

Let's start with SotY. The album just kicks ass!! You can tell because I used TWO exclaimation points. There are only 2 slow songs on the entire CD, one of them being a hidden track. The other slow song is like 'Anthem of our Dying Day' on their first CD, Page Avenue. It starts slow, but picks up as the song goes on. All the other songs are just hardcore rocking out. If you liked the faster songs on Page Avenue, then you'll definitely like this album. Assuming you don't nit-pick the shit out of it. There's also written commentary in the booklet along with lyrics. It's kind of like what Linkin Park did with their second album, Meteora, except SotY went one step further and included comment from every member of the band. So you basically get to hear what every member thought about on each song. Pretty sweet idea.

Switching over to Thrice in 3...2...1...Go!
I'm kinda not feeling this album at all. I'm a noob fan to Thrice, so I'm not sure if this is how they sounded on the their first two albums, but it's mostly slow songs. I started listening to them when I picked up their third album, Artist in the Ambulance, so I got use to that album and the music on it. When I got Vhessiu and listened to it, I couldn't get into it. It's filled with slow songs and I was hoping for something more, I guess. Maybe I need to give it more time, but right now I think it sucks. We shall see.

Until then...
-We Don't Care Anymore

20051006

"Say I've forgotten who I am"

So, how's life? Mine's been pretty good. Just moving along until I die. Been listening to a few CDs that I've just picked up and been having for awhile.

8stops7 - In Moderation
-This a good album if you're into rock music. They're not really hard rock, but at the same time not really soft rock. They're somewhere in between. If that makes sense to anyone. :/

Trapt - Someone in Control
-Another good album. Too bad it's short. 11 songs and two of them barely over 4 minutes.

Staind - Chapter V
-Great album. Pretty much like their albums before. You have your slow songs then you also have your fast songs.

Shadows Fall - The War Within
-I LOVE this album. The guitars, bass, and drums are really sweet. Pick this up if you're into metal.

Started a mission to finish all the games I have. It's going to be a really long process because I'm in school and, well, school just cuts into my playing time. Damn school! Anyway, I just started Doom 3 for the PC and it's sweet. Can't wait to get the shit scared out of me later in the game, but I'm sure I'll love it.

Until then...
-My Would-Be Savior

20050912

Lets Talk!

Can there be a world that's full of bliss and happiness? I would like to know because this one sucks...HARD!!!!!!!!

Anybody see the new iPod Nano? Thing looks SWEET!!!!!! Too bad I already have one. :(
It doesn't matter because I don't think I can live on just 1,000 songs. My music library is always growing and a 4GB iPod could never contain it. That's why I got a 40GB iPod and boy do I love it. Too bad the battery is going to shit! It still has juice, but it scares me that one day the battery will just crap out on me and I'll be lonely. :(

Ever been ripped off by mechanics? I will be since I just blew one of my tires. Which forces me to buy two new tires and having them rotated. That's about $200+ down the hole. Damn it!

Ever tried being calm even though things constantly piss you off? I tried, but failed.

One thing I did not know. Apparently, when taking an art class to pass your graduation requirement, you're also taking a english class. What teacher forces their students to write correctly when responding to art and marking points off for punctuation, grammar, and spelling. That's just GAY!!!

I want to upgrade my computer, but can't. I have a 17 in. monitor, but I want to upgrade to a 24 in. monitor. Or if possible, a 30/32 in. monitor. If anyone's willing to buy me one, let me know please. Thanks!

Until then...
-"I've fellated myself" : Breaking Benjamin

20050819

The song I live by

Fuck You All!

Running out of ways to run
I can't see, I can't be
Over and over and under my skin
All this attention is doing me in!

Fuck it all!
Fuck this world!
Fuck everything that you stand for!
Don't belong!
Don't exist!
Don't give a shit!
Don't ever judge me!

Picking through the parts exposed
Taking shape, taking shag
Over and over and under my skin
All this momentum is doing me in!

Fuck it all!
Fuck this world!
Fuck everything that you stand for!
Don't belong!
Don't exist!
Don't give a shit!
Don't ever judge me!

And don't you fucking judge me!

You got all my love, livin' in your own hate
Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate
Show you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' back
Every damn word I say is a sneak attack
When I get my hands on you
Ain't a fucking thing you can do
Get this cuz you're never gonna get me
I am the very disease you pretend to be

I am the push that makes you move
I am the push that makes you move
I am the push that makes you move
I am the push that makes you move

Fuck it all!
Fuck this world!
Fuck everything that you stand for!
Don't belong!
Don't exist!
Don't give a shit!
Don't ever judge me!

Fuck it all!
Fuck this world!
Fuck everything that you stand for!
Don't belong!
Don't exist!
Don't give a shit!
Don't ever judge me!

Until then...
-Sur Facing - Slipknot

20050718

J...E...LL...O

There I was fishing in the pond when a 50ft. gator ate half my boat. Realizing what just happened, I jumped onto the gator and started punching his face. That's when he decided to roll over and take me underwater. That's when everything changed. There was a living city under water and it had real people! I started swimming towards the city and noticed that the gator was chasing me. So I turned around and punched him in the face then started high-tailing it towards the city. I found a gunshop and stole a pistol. The owner didn't care because he was blind and deaf!

I went back and looked for the gator. Found him, but forgot the ammo for the pistol and he was heading towards me. Thinking I was screwed, I saw a label on the gun that read "Point gun at target and say 'Pop-a-Cap!'" I thought to myself about this and said what the hell. I pointed the gun at the gator and started shouting "Pop-a-Cap" three times. This didn't work because by the time I figured that I would try what the label said, I was already inside the gator's belly. I died a few minutes after that.

Until then...
-Potter sold 6.9 million in first 24 hours. What the farkbot!?

20050704

The Heretic Anthem

8...7...6...6...6...5...4...3...2...1...

I'm a pop star threat and I'm not dead yet
Got a super dred bet with an angel drug head
Like a dead beat winner, I want to be a sinner
An idolized bang for the industry killer

A hideous man that you don't understand
Throw a suicide party and I'm guaranteed to fucking snap
It's evilsonic, it's pornoholic
Breakdowns, obscenities, it's all I wanna be

If you're 555, then I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic?
If you're 555, I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic?

Everybody's so infatuated
Everybody's so completely sure of what we are
Everybody defamates from miles away
But face to face, they haven't got a thing to say

I bleed for this and I bleed for you
Still you look in my face like I'm somebody new
Toy - Nobody wants anything I've got
Which is fine, because you're made of
Everything I'm not

If you're 555, then I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic?
If you're 555, I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic?

Heretic!
Yeah!

30 seconds, 16, 8, 4, let me tell you why
I haven't the slightest, I'm teaching your brightest
They're listening, clamoring
All the money in the world can't buy me

Go ahead, lie to me
Tell me again how you're tortured
I wanna know how you followed your orders so well
You're full of shit
You had a dream, but this ain't it

If you're 555, I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666

If you're 555, then I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic?
If you're 555, then I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic?
If you're 555, I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic?
If you're 555, then I'm 666
What's it like to be a heretic?
Heretic!

Yeah!

Until then...
-I'm 666

20050530

Thank You!

Thank you to all the people serving in the Army, Navy, Air Foce, and all the vets who served in all the wars.

Until then...
-Happy Memorial Day!

20050425

Feel Good Inc.

Life is peachy! Last week of school excluding exam week, but that doesn't matter because I only have one exam. I wouldn't really call it an exam because it's the 4th test out of 4 required tests. Still happy though because no more school...for a week! I'll probably attend summer school which sucks, but I would like to graduate close to what I was suppose to.

I don't like my mp3 collection?!? I have alot of mp3s, but I rarely listen to all of them. If a song comes on and I don't know it, I'll just skip it and go on to a song I know.

Sucks to be in Florida right now. No, it's not because of weather (which is nice), but because of all the news about kids being kidnapped and other things.

I hate work!

Saw one of the coolest movies ever. Kung-Fu Hustle! It's a good movie to watch if you want something new. It doesn't have suspense or anything like that. It's just straight up kung-fu fighting and crazy special effects. It goes beyond reality when there's action. There's a scene when two people are running, instead of just seeing their legs move, you see their legs moving like the RoadRunner. It's just their upper-body and blurry circles under the upper body that you see. You'll also see people flying 20 feet in every direction when they get punched or kicked. I LOVE it!

Until then...
-Demon Days (26.5.2005)

20050415

Um...

http://www.montanastandard.com/articles/2003/01/08/newslocal/export52574.txt

Damn!

20050413

Insecurity in the air

http://seattlepi.nwsource.com/lifestyle/219642_mandates.html

Nothing..........more

Onto a totally different subject:
http://seattlepi.nwsource.com/opinion/192826_focus03.html

My reaction to this article: ...


Moving on...
I hate myself? Not sure what that means, but it's there somewhere between the three words.

I suck at pumping gas! Not really, it was the gas pump itself. Bastard! Made me mad and befuddled. Gas station owner thought my gas was full! Why the hell would I pump gas if my tank was full? Idiot!

I have no common sense whatsoever! Finally realized this yesterday after looking back on my past experiences in life that involved common sense.

I laugh at stupid things! That's my kind of humor! Stupid things!

Ever thought about changing who you are to somebody else? I have; many times too! Of course, I then realized that my life would suck because I wouldn't have met all these cool friends I have.

Will I ever enjoy life? I don't know, but that's what a psychic is for. Where'e a psychic when I need one!?

Which leads me to wanting psychic powers. Like telekinesis or telepathy. Maybe mind reading? Or better yet, spider-sense! That way I could avoid all the dangers in my life, but then that would suck because a part of life is about experiencing the dangers presented to us. To test us at our highest and lowest points. To see what we will do; will you run or stay and kick ass (or get your ass kicked >_>)!

Built a legacy yet? I haven't but, it would be cool to let my descendents know that great great grandpa was whooping ass as a ninja fighting, kung fu hamburger throwing, judo milk shake loving...computer engineer!

Until then...
-Man dater!

20050410

Cancel the subscription!

I have my own issues!

I really need to get stuff off my chest; that's why this blog is here. I'm not going to actually reveal my issues, obviously, but just need to let stuff out or else it's repressed. Not that it matters, since I've been bottling things up in my life and never really let any of it out. >_>

What's this? A fried chicken wing under my computer table! It still looks fresh!

I'm not a funny person. Realized this a long time ago, but don't care.

Ever zoned out, but at the same time talk to people?

Good at anything? I'm not! Just someone borned into this world for no reason. Travelling through life as I'm told by the world/media/friends/family/etc. Never knowing what I'm really doing here and TRYING to enjoy LIFE!

Crappy feelings in me and no good way to completely change it. Usually passes through me over time, but will always be there for me to remember and reflect. This leads me back to said crappy feelings. I call it "Wonderful Cycle"

Just wanna begin life and never look back. Will take forever and lots of will power.

Listening to a song that makes me want to cry. Should stop listening to it, but can't! Too good of a song!

Have feelings for this girl, yet no way of expressing them. Unless, I have feelings of becoming a stalker/perv/freak/loser. No escaping it!

I'm finished now. Thanks for reading.

Until then...
-Thanks!

20050406

Wrong side of bed

Felt completely tired when I woke up. Barely had any energy and just laid in bed for an extra 7 minutes. That was fun, until I got up then it sucked.

It's amazing how time flies. I was there in bed and it was 6:04 AM and Chevelle - The Clincher came on the radio. I listened through most of it, but stopped to get up. Anyways, when I went to check the clock it was 6:07 AM! Somehow 3 minutes just blew by me like wind. I couldn't believe it. It kinda scared me.

Enough of that and more about bands I'm finding. I like the band "The Honorary Title." Just listened to their song "Bridge and Tunnel" and love it. I also love Eisley! Been listening to their album "Room Noises" for the past few days and totally love it. They have their slow songs and also their fast songs. Of course, I wouldn't call their fast songs "fast," but more upbeat than some of their other songs.

Then there's the band, Kasabian. I haven't heard the album yet, but I do like the song 'Clubfoot'.

There's also the band, The Postal Service. If you don't know them, then watch the ABC channel and wait until you see a commercial for 'Grey's Anatomy'. The music you hear in the background is them. I didn't know it was them until I started searching for it. I already knew about The Postal Service and heard that song, but I didn't listen to the song that much. When the heard the song again, I had to find out who it was. Took me awhile, but I tracked it down and found it. Yay!

Until then...
-Cow says meow!

20050330

Tell all the English boys you meet...

I love you! But seriously, I want school to be OVER! and down the hill. That way I can restart the process and have F-U-N! YAY!

Ever regret buying stuff? Sucks to be you if you do because I don't. I may get mad that I found the same item at a cheaper price, but I could care less. Which reminds me of this girl I saw that gave money to something involving blue ribbons. It's more like light-blue ribbons, but it was weird. On my way back from Subway, there was a campus police there talking to one of the people involved in the thing. I didn't stick around, but last thing I saw was the cop on the phone with someone. Funny!

Just sitting here waiting for time to pass so I can goto work. Weird, but that's the truth. I'll go now.

Until then...
-I <3 YOU!

20050327

5 more weeks...

Or is it 4? Not sure, but when it comes I'll be freaking happy and sad. Because school will be done...at least for the summer. Then again, I have summer school. Blah!

I picked up quite a few music CDs over the past 2-3 weeks. It's crazy really, because I went to only pick up 2 CDs, but I managed to pick up 4 in one week! Ack! Anyway, onto the list of music CDs I picked up.

UnderOath - The Changing of Times
UnderOath - They're Only Chasing Safety
TRUSTcompany - True Parallels
Eisley - Room Noises (Yay and Finally!)
Senses Fail - Let It Enfold You
Strata - Strata
Death From Above 1979 - You're A Woman, I'm A Machine

All are really good albums and everyone should at least give all of them a listen.

Feel like talking more, but not sure what to say. Hey! I just got bit twice by a mosqyito. Hooray for me! Especially since I'm getting ready for bed! Wait a minute! There's more to this story. It appears that there are 3 more bites that I didn't notice. So that makes the count 5 bites from a mosquito. While on the subject, how do you guys handle mosquito bites? I use lotion. Besides that, I've also somehow taught myself not to scratch at them. Don't know how that happened, but it did. Damn! I just found two more! What the fuck! This is damn annoying! I really hate that! When the mosquito bites take forever to develop! Bastards!

On another note, I'm considering to buy a PSP! Not sure if it's a wise investment since it costs $250 dollars, but it yeah it's in my head. Usually, when a electronic/game that I can't resist gets in my head...I buy it. Sad really, but it's the truth. Anyway, I'll post pictures of it when I get it. Really sad part is that I'm a college student who really shouldn't be doing this, but am. I gotta stop doing this to myself.

Until then...
-I suck! Yes you do!

20050324

Yay!

Well it's that time again. When Mr. Rogers comes on television and invites us to be his neighbor. I say "screw it" and punch him in the face! J/K! I grew up on Mr. Rogers...poor man. Always talking to that trolly that never gave a rats ass about him. But enough about the trolly and more about monkeys throwing feces...those are some mean monkeys.

I don't know why, but I like to just say stupid(or random) stuff on my blog. Mostly random, but yeah it's fun. I guess that's because I'm trying to be funny, but apparently it's not working since I don't laughter on people's faces. Come on people, chop chop! Speaking of chop, I have a very hard time using chopsticks and I'm Asian!?

In other totally non-related news, I'm dropping one of my classes because I suck...hard! Crap-ass class, school, and spring break! Don't know about anyone else, but spring break in Florida sucked. It rained for most of the week meaning there was squat to do. I'm not a beach person, but when it rains during spring break, that's a bad thing.

I want a new car, but don't want to pay for gas. But seriously, that's besides the point and lets get back to talking about one-arm fighting chickens. Saw one of the crazy fights the other day. It involved this black-colored chicken with an eye-patch and a knife for a leg. The other chicken was all covered in blood and had a dildo as it's arm replacement. They were fighting, giving each other scars, and ramming each other's asses! Wait...that last one didn't happen, unless I imagined it happened. Question Mark!

Until then...
-One-arm chickens!

20050309

Official!

Just wanted to say that it's official! I need something to do or I will fall asleep no matter what time of day it is!

Until then...
-This has been a PSA (Public Service Announcement)!

ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

In my current state...I'm tired. Only got 5 1/2 hours of sleep maybe less, not sure. Took me 50 minutes today to get to school when it normally takes 30 minutes. AAARRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Only posting right now, because I'm getting to zonk out if I don't do something. By "somthing," I mean active and by active, I mean not reading something. I could read articles, but then I'll start falling asleep and that's not good.

Forgot to bring money with me, meaning no lunch for me! :( Do I see donations? :D

Starting to feel awake, but not there yet. Got 2 hours to go before class starts! You may be wandering why I'm at school and not home sleeping. Parking...that's the main reason I get up at 6 AMand leave my house at 7 AM. Even though my class isn't untill 11 AM. It also doesn't help that I went to bed at 12:30 AM. I'm such a bad person to my health.

Found a new band I like called Strata. Came out with an album last year, but they're latest single, "Never There" is a good song. Only, of course, if you're into rock.

I'm also into screamo which is what I'm getting into lately. Some favorites of mine are underOATH, Senses Fail, The Silence, and others. Only a noobie to this genre, but will hopefully get to know more bands.

Work prevents me from going to cool concerts! Snocore is a concert I want to go to because of Chevelle and Crossfade...but can't. There's also a Slipknot concert coming here on the 23rd of March and guess what...I can't go! Yay! Thanks work!

Found out I like the band called "The Zutons." Been listening to their single "Pressure Point" and I like it. I also like the video, crazy cat!

Only good thing in life right now, is the coming of Spring Break! Only it won't be fun because I have math test the Thursday after Spring Break! Yay! ... (:|)

Still haven't picked up the first full album from the band "Eisley." Too cheap to pay $13-$15 for a CD from a band that I like alot. Crazy world! I'll only pay close to $10 for CDs. Even if it's a band that I love so much that my head explodes.

Is Launch! stupid? I like listening to music from them, but when I'm watching a video from Coheed and Cambria and then the next video is Destiny's Child or Fat Joe then there's seriously something fucked with the system. Not hating rap/r&b, but I don't have anything on my list that would even suggest that I like rap/r&b. I only have rock/alternative stuff on my list and yet it still somehow decides to play videos of Usher, Destiny's Child, and Mike Jones. What the fuck!

I'm a video game whore! :( Or should I say "a video game whore who doesn't play his video games." It's true, I have turned into my friend. My friend is also a video game whore, only thing about him is that he buys games, but rarely plays them. Makes no sense really, but that's him. I, on the other hand, am becoming just like him. I have a few games that I have bought, but haven't touched them at all because of what they'll do to me. I'm referring to RPG games. Those are the DEVIL! because I won't stop playing them and it'll cut into my school time. Well, it's not that...its just that they take to damn long for me to finish one.

Hey look at that, Launch! just fucked up. I was listening to Breaking Benjamins when the next video was 50 Cent. WTF?! There it goes again! Somehow it goes from Seether ---> 50 Cent? WTH?! Now it's playing something in Spanish. Like I can understand Spanish. Stupid Launch!

Only an hour to go before class and that's my call to go.

Until then...
-I have a crush on a girl, but can't do anything about it.

20050302

Whar? Up Thar!

Long time me no speaky.

Thought I would update my life to the world. I'm tired...The End. No really it is. I'm dying in 7 days because I saw that video. You know that video of a carrot stabbing people in the eye. Yeah, well that carrot got to me and stabbed me in the eye. I screamed "Jew Bastard!" and chased it. It ended with me tripping over a log and doing a faceplant onto a bear's ass. It was all like mad and crazy with it's swinging arms. I thought it wanted to dance and tried dancing with it, but everytime I got close to grab his paws, he'd smack me across the face with his claws. After getting smacked 15 times I realized it wouldn't work. So I screamed "Fine, I thought you loved me!" and jumped onto the back a passing bike rider. I missed and nailed the back tires with my nuts. Talk about pain!

I rolled around for 5 minutes then for some reason the world started spinning. That's when I realized I'm rolling down a hill. It was crazy because there were these people yelling at me. I wondered why ... so I tried to concentrate and look to see if anything was following behind me. Sure enough, it was that bear! I thought "Sum bitch is back!" Funny part is he wasn't rolling at all, instead he was strapped to a rocket that only went 2 MPH. I finished rolling down the hill and closed my eyes. What I saw next was unbelieveablely, the most sexiest thing ever.


Spam in a can.


I opened my mouth to eat it, but then everything froze. I'm telling myself "aaaawwww fuck that, no one's fucking with my spam." I went and punched the time keeper in the face for trying to fuck with me. Maybe one day that bitch will learn not to fuck with me.



Until then...
-I love you!
P.S. You rock Tim Buckley, I love your comic strips!

20050208

There's cheese on my burger!

Wow, been a long time. Just wanted to say that...THIS KEYBOARD SUCKS! I'm at school and the space bar on this keyboard sucks because it doesn't always work and the same goes for the keys. Crap-ass P.O.S.

On to something cool. A 4 GIGApixel camera, that's right 4 GIGApixel. That makes me drool. This is like 50 gajillion times the highest megapixel camera out there right now. Check it out.

Click Me

Until then...
-Cheese says mmmooooo!

P.S. School Sucks!
P.P.S. There's a girl next to me. Can't tell if she's hot, what do I do?

20050101

2005? Already!?

I guess everyone knows by now, but if you're one of those people who live under rocks. It's the year 2005. Amazing isn't it? One month you're doing this then POW! it's 2005. Anyway here's some stuff I noticed since my last post.

-People apparently don't know how to use their turn signals when making a turn while driving. Assholes!

-People don't like money that isn't shiney.

-I haven't posted in a long time.

-I built a computer for myself.

-I've been wasting my money buying things.

-I hate and love my job.

-I hate and love my life.

Until then...
-Can't wait for 2006!