20060629

"Make it go away"

The light is dead in your eye
So I'll keep living my life
I only wanted to try
To find my way back inside
My imitation of life
My litigation of life
It's something easy to find
Inside the shade of your eye

Out of the ground I rise to grace
Nobody knows it's just a phase
Help me I'm out of breath again
Nobody knows somewhere to make it go away

Phase
Phase
Phase
Phase

I find it hard to decide
The way to make up your mind
Your lips are better than mine
So you can kiss this goodbye
My imitation of life
My litigation of life
It's something easy to find
Inside the shade of your eye

Out of the ground I rise to grace
Nobody knows it's just a phase
Help me I'm out of breath again
Nobody knows somewhere to make it go away

It's just a phase

And I can't wait

Phase
Phase
Phase
Phase

I know
I know
I know
It's just a fucking phase

Turn to fate,
And your life's not so pretty so,
Here they go, and there they run, and there they go,
It's a wanted answer,
I will find you

Until then...
-Breaking Benjamin

20060620

You're KIDDING...

RIGHT!?

14 year old sues MySpace for $30 million dollars

That HAS TO BE THE STUPIDEST THING I'VE HEARD IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!!!!!!!!!

Does the mom not blame herself? Also, what 14 year old decides to go with a stranger. SHE'S A FUCKING WHORE! FLAT OUT! She didn't turn around and walk away from the guy when she saw him. INSTEAD, she went with him and got into his car. Are you that FUCKING DUMB!? Did you not learn anything from news reports of kids being kidnapped, your mom and your school telling you not to get into a strangers car? God damn America! This is why the world is a fucking hell hole. Because you have these dumbass teenagers doing stupid shit EVEN though they're told from 50 million people not to do it. FUCKING DUMBASS!!!!!!!!

Parents need to learn to be more strict and stop being dumbasses when raising kids. When I grew up, my parents would BEAT MY ASS with a WOODEN STICK! That shit hurt, but I learned my lesson.

Until then...
-FUCK THE WORLD!

20060615

STRESS

I type that because it's true. I started my new job and it is stressing me out. That and summer school is NOT HELPING! I'm in training with the new job and it's on a time limit. If I don't get past one section of the training within a certain time, then I'm out of a job!

School sucks as usual. I'm thinking about dropping the class and just enjoy my summer and work. Not sure yet, but we'll see when I get my test back.

Been watching some anime lately. I got finished watching The Irresponsible Captain Tylor. Before that was Trigun, before that was Hellsing, and before that was The DevilLady. Love all of them, especially Captain Tylor. Captain Tylor was constant humor and I loved every minute of it. I gotta go order the OVA series so I can watch more! Next anime on my list is, Neon Genesis Evangelion. Hopefully I can watch it with the way my schedule has been recently.

Until then...
-Where's my M16?

20060606

Shit!

Stuff needs to be done and it ain't happening! Shit!

Starting a new job soon and totally not ready for it. Not that I'm scared, but I don't want to give up the freedom I had for the last month. Its been soooooooooooo much fun. Knowing you have your nights free and doing whatever you want without worrying about time. Its been too good.

Got an itch to buy things. Don't know why, but it just came out from nowhere. I don't even know what I want. I just want stuff that I won't use. ^_^

Until then...
-Gotta study. No really, I have to!