The light is dead in your eye
So I'll keep living my life
I only wanted to try
To find my way back inside
My imitation of life
My litigation of life
It's something easy to find
Inside the shade of your eye
Out of the ground I rise to grace
Nobody knows it's just a phase
Help me I'm out of breath again
Nobody knows somewhere to make it go away
Phase
Phase
Phase
Phase
I find it hard to decide
The way to make up your mind
Your lips are better than mine
So you can kiss this goodbye
My imitation of life
My litigation of life
It's something easy to find
Inside the shade of your eye
Out of the ground I rise to grace
Nobody knows it's just a phase
Help me I'm out of breath again
Nobody knows somewhere to make it go away
It's just a phase
And I can't wait
Phase
Phase
Phase
Phase
I know
I know
I know
It's just a fucking phase
Turn to fate,
And your life's not so pretty so,
Here they go, and there they run, and there they go,
It's a wanted answer,
I will find you
Until then...
-Breaking Benjamin
20060629
20060620
You're KIDDING...
RIGHT!?
14 year old sues MySpace for $30 million dollars
That HAS TO BE THE STUPIDEST THING I'VE HEARD IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!!!!!!!!!
Does the mom not blame herself? Also, what 14 year old decides to go with a stranger. SHE'S A FUCKING WHORE! FLAT OUT! She didn't turn around and walk away from the guy when she saw him. INSTEAD, she went with him and got into his car. Are you that FUCKING DUMB!? Did you not learn anything from news reports of kids being kidnapped, your mom and your school telling you not to get into a strangers car? God damn America! This is why the world is a fucking hell hole. Because you have these dumbass teenagers doing stupid shit EVEN though they're told from 50 million people not to do it. FUCKING DUMBASS!!!!!!!!
Parents need to learn to be more strict and stop being dumbasses when raising kids. When I grew up, my parents would BEAT MY ASS with a WOODEN STICK! That shit hurt, but I learned my lesson.
Until then...
-FUCK THE WORLD!
14 year old sues MySpace for $30 million dollars
That HAS TO BE THE STUPIDEST THING I'VE HEARD IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!!!!!!!!!
Does the mom not blame herself? Also, what 14 year old decides to go with a stranger. SHE'S A FUCKING WHORE! FLAT OUT! She didn't turn around and walk away from the guy when she saw him. INSTEAD, she went with him and got into his car. Are you that FUCKING DUMB!? Did you not learn anything from news reports of kids being kidnapped, your mom and your school telling you not to get into a strangers car? God damn America! This is why the world is a fucking hell hole. Because you have these dumbass teenagers doing stupid shit EVEN though they're told from 50 million people not to do it. FUCKING DUMBASS!!!!!!!!
Parents need to learn to be more strict and stop being dumbasses when raising kids. When I grew up, my parents would BEAT MY ASS with a WOODEN STICK! That shit hurt, but I learned my lesson.
Until then...
-FUCK THE WORLD!
20060615
STRESS
I type that because it's true. I started my new job and it is stressing me out. That and summer school is NOT HELPING! I'm in training with the new job and it's on a time limit. If I don't get past one section of the training within a certain time, then I'm out of a job!
School sucks as usual. I'm thinking about dropping the class and just enjoy my summer and work. Not sure yet, but we'll see when I get my test back.
Been watching some anime lately. I got finished watching The Irresponsible Captain Tylor. Before that was Trigun, before that was Hellsing, and before that was The DevilLady. Love all of them, especially Captain Tylor. Captain Tylor was constant humor and I loved every minute of it. I gotta go order the OVA series so I can watch more! Next anime on my list is, Neon Genesis Evangelion. Hopefully I can watch it with the way my schedule has been recently.
Until then...
-Where's my M16?
School sucks as usual. I'm thinking about dropping the class and just enjoy my summer and work. Not sure yet, but we'll see when I get my test back.
Been watching some anime lately. I got finished watching The Irresponsible Captain Tylor. Before that was Trigun, before that was Hellsing, and before that was The DevilLady. Love all of them, especially Captain Tylor. Captain Tylor was constant humor and I loved every minute of it. I gotta go order the OVA series so I can watch more! Next anime on my list is, Neon Genesis Evangelion. Hopefully I can watch it with the way my schedule has been recently.
Until then...
-Where's my M16?
20060606
Shit!
Stuff needs to be done and it ain't happening! Shit!
Starting a new job soon and totally not ready for it. Not that I'm scared, but I don't want to give up the freedom I had for the last month. Its been soooooooooooo much fun. Knowing you have your nights free and doing whatever you want without worrying about time. Its been too good.
Got an itch to buy things. Don't know why, but it just came out from nowhere. I don't even know what I want. I just want stuff that I won't use. ^_^
Until then...
-Gotta study. No really, I have to!
Starting a new job soon and totally not ready for it. Not that I'm scared, but I don't want to give up the freedom I had for the last month. Its been soooooooooooo much fun. Knowing you have your nights free and doing whatever you want without worrying about time. Its been too good.
Got an itch to buy things. Don't know why, but it just came out from nowhere. I don't even know what I want. I just want stuff that I won't use. ^_^
Until then...
-Gotta study. No really, I have to!
20060523
Lazy
I've turned into one lazy bastard. Ever since I quit working, time flys ssssllllllooooowwwwwwww. Started summer school...wish I didn't. Not that I hate summer school, but wished I never signed up for it in the first place. Totally don't have the school vibe in me and that sucks especially when you have projects to do. >:|
Picked up Tourist Trophy and what a FUN game! Something about it that makes me enjoy playing the game.
Until then...
-Blah!
Picked up Tourist Trophy and what a FUN game! Something about it that makes me enjoy playing the game.
Until then...
-Blah!
20060503
Granted
How does one not take something for granted when they've been doing it all their life?
Until then...
-My Heroine
Until then...
-My Heroine
20060427
Random
I'm bored. I have finals next week and I'm not studying for them. Not yet, anyway. I don't think I did good this semester in school. I took a test yesterday that I know I did bad in and my grade for that class would be a C. Unless there's a wicked curve or if I do the extra credit. I thought about doing the extra credit, but there's too much work. Heh. Plus it's due Monday, which is not alot of time. Heh.
School is gay. Just wanted to say that.
So want to buy so many things, but I can't because I'm broke. Okay, not entirely broke, but I can't spend too much money seeing as I'm quitting my job. Which means no money for who knows how long. Here's a list of what I want to buy,
-New Taking Back Sunday CD
-New Godsmack CD
-Outlaw Star DVD Boxset
-External HardDrive
-Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children
-EK Civic Hatchback
-Bunch of Anime boxsets
As you can see that'll cost serious money. You may be saying "No", but I say YES! Here's why, I want NEW not USED except for the EK Civic (that's used no matter what).
I'm starting to get into the hip-hop/rap scene. Mostly been a rock/metal person, but starting to change that. A few artists I like so far are Kanye West, MF Doom, Mos Def, Common, and Talib Kweli! Noticed how I didn't list 50 Cent or Ludacris. That's because I hate that kind of rap that they put out. I never liked rap for that reason. Everytime I hear rap music, it's always about bitches, drugs, moneys, and cars. Which I FUCKING HATE!!! It's annoying to hear that shit repeat and never anything new. This is why I like rappers like Talib and Mos Def. They don't always rap about doing drugs or other shit. They rap ABOUT drugs and how it affects people.
Until then...
-I'm out!
School is gay. Just wanted to say that.
So want to buy so many things, but I can't because I'm broke. Okay, not entirely broke, but I can't spend too much money seeing as I'm quitting my job. Which means no money for who knows how long. Here's a list of what I want to buy,
-New Taking Back Sunday CD
-New Godsmack CD
-Outlaw Star DVD Boxset
-External HardDrive
-Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children
-EK Civic Hatchback
-Bunch of Anime boxsets
As you can see that'll cost serious money. You may be saying "No", but I say YES! Here's why, I want NEW not USED except for the EK Civic (that's used no matter what).
I'm starting to get into the hip-hop/rap scene. Mostly been a rock/metal person, but starting to change that. A few artists I like so far are Kanye West, MF Doom, Mos Def, Common, and Talib Kweli! Noticed how I didn't list 50 Cent or Ludacris. That's because I hate that kind of rap that they put out. I never liked rap for that reason. Everytime I hear rap music, it's always about bitches, drugs, moneys, and cars. Which I FUCKING HATE!!! It's annoying to hear that shit repeat and never anything new. This is why I like rappers like Talib and Mos Def. They don't always rap about doing drugs or other shit. They rap ABOUT drugs and how it affects people.
Until then...
-I'm out!
20060420
Ex's and Oh's
It's almost over people. Almost! One week of school to go, then finals. Ah! Can you smell that? I can! It's the smell of freedom! For a week or two! I'm taking summer school which is gay, but I have to if I want my degree. Plus, the class I'm taking is ridiculously hard, or so says the people who took it before me. Which scares me! Poop my pants scary. Seriously!
On another note, I picked up quite a few CDs in the past weeks. One of them being the new Atreyu album, A Death Grip on Yesterday. I like it so far, or at least the one song that I put on repeat. It's weak though, because there's only 9 songs and it's a little over 30 minutes. Wish there were more songs on it. Also picked up the Yeah Yeah Yeahs new album, Show Your Bones. Good album, like it as much as their first album. One thing I do like is the booklet. It doesn't have lyrics (do you need them?), but it has pictures of art stuff which is cool. Because it's all mashed together and there's so much to look at.
Until then...
-"I drink to much."
On another note, I picked up quite a few CDs in the past weeks. One of them being the new Atreyu album, A Death Grip on Yesterday. I like it so far, or at least the one song that I put on repeat. It's weak though, because there's only 9 songs and it's a little over 30 minutes. Wish there were more songs on it. Also picked up the Yeah Yeah Yeahs new album, Show Your Bones. Good album, like it as much as their first album. One thing I do like is the booklet. It doesn't have lyrics (do you need them?), but it has pictures of art stuff which is cool. Because it's all mashed together and there's so much to look at.
Until then...
-"I drink to much."
20060416
I may just change my major
That's right. I might just change my major to something other than Computer Science. I'm doing a project right now and for the life of me, I CANNOT get it to WORK PROPERLY. This totally makes me question myself and reconsider what I want to do. I have a 87 right now and I fail this project that drops me to a 83. It'll drop even more if my professor assigns more projects that I can't do and by semester end, I'll probably have a C or D. Which totally screws me over. But I put the blame on myself for not knowing this stuff. Right? Aren't I suppose to blame myself for not studying this stuff even though I read the book and my professors powerpoint presentation. Right?
Until then...
-It's my fault. Right?
Until then...
-It's my fault. Right?
20060402
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