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"So I'll choke and smile"

It's 3:02PM and I have nothing to do. Weird. Bored right now and probably should be reading my textbook for class, so I know what's up, but I don't feel like it. Probably will after I'm done here.

In other parts of my brain, I'm scared!! I have this fear that I will lose my job and won't find another one that's like this job. Well, atleast the pay part and what I have to do to earn that pay.

FEAR!!!!!!!!

I still need to finish that game! Started playing it, almost at the end, and I stopped. Weird. Seriously need to finsh it and the other 1 million games I need to finish. I seriously need a whole year or more to finish all of them. That's only if video games are the only option I have to have fun. I have the internet and school and work and stuff that keeps me away from video games. *sigh* Video games, what happened to us? It wasn't ever like this before, but now. I feel like I'm slowly fading away. Bring me back! BRING ME BACK!!!!

Blogs, why do I have one? Most people who have blogs, usually talk about their life and stuff, but me; I have a hard time trying to type about my life. I'm very picky about what I type and it's bugging me OUT! Because most people just type away and not worry about what they type, but I can't do THAT!!!!! I type then I look back and change if need to. I also sit here and try to think what I'm going to say next. WTF!?!?!?!!?!? This ain't no high school/college english paper, yet I treat it as one. How fucking DUMB AM I!?!?!?!?!?

Until then...
-Firefly

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