20041118

"Here I stand alone"

Feel tired and weird today. Listening to some metal which is like my favorite genre of music now. Not really, but I do like some songs from a few metal bands. Killswitch Engage, Shadow Falls, Cradle of Filth, and others!

Took my calculus test and boy was I scared. I feel that I did good, but somehow that good goes to bad when the paper touches my hands. It's like I feel I got atleast a B, but then when the professor gives me the paper, BOOM!, it drops to a C. When I say B, I mean an actual B, not a curved B, but an actual non-curved B. I did get a B on the first test, but it was curved. C on the second, so bleh!

Bought three games today, totaling $150+ dollars. All three are worth it so I'm happy. I got Metal Gear Solid 3: Snake Eater and Need For Speed: Underground 2 for the PS2. Also picked up Metroid Prime 2: Echoes for the GC. I was also thinking of getting Baten Kaitos, but decided at the last moment not to because it would collect dust. It's not that I won't play it, but it's a RPG game.

For any non-gamers out there, RPG stands for role-playing game. RPG games usually take people 20+ hours to finish, but that's only if they play the game straight through. Usually it takes 40-50+ hours to "complete" the game maybe even more. By complete, I mean get everything and do everything possible in the game. This is one characteristic of RPG games that make them so addicting. People will progress through the game, but stop so they could do this or find secrets. Another characteristic is character leveling. The characters in the video game starts off weak and from there, you have to build them up to become stronger and beat the bosses in the game. This can take time and sometimes be tedious (depending on the game). I was playing this game called "Disgaea: Hour of Darkness." I was progressing through the game, but stopped towards the end because I want to build up my characters and do all these other things in the game. Only problem here, is that other games started to come out and that's when I just stopped playing Disgaea. I could go back, but then I would be abandoning all these games I just bought among other things. It's CRAZY!

Gotta go eat my meatball sandwich from Subway (Eat Fresh!).

Until then...
"Killswitch Engage - Rose Of Sharyn"

20041116

My friend

My friend wants to blog so I'll let him blog on my blog. IDIOT!

I have a friend who acts, talks, and walks black. But there is only one catch to this, he is white, possible the whitest person i know. Ever on earth, his nickname is white boy that is the nickname we gave him in the group since he tries to tact black all the time. I think the reason why he acts like this is the fact he has a small genitals. I think that is the biggest reason why, i also think he acts this way because he wants girls to like him. When he talks to a girl and they laugh at him he think he is amking them laugh because he is funny and cool but the fact is that they ar laughing at him because he is white. I ask the white kid to have a contest with me and the contest is to determine wjo is whiter me or him. The reason why i want this contest is the fact that he says that iam whiter then him. I do not deny the fact that iam white i just dont think it is possible to be as white as white boy. So i hope you can all write back and convince the whiteboy to partake in this contest.

20041109

"End of everything"

http://forums.nasioc.com/forums/showthread.php?t=658311&page=1&pp=25

The link above is to a forum (aka message board) that has pictures of a Subaru WRX damaged because the person went through a house!

Moving on...

I wanted to talk about this for awhile, but haven't had the chance. I'll walk through the campus here at USF and notice that people will park in handicap spaces even though they're not handicap. This really pisses me off and I can't stand the people who do this. There's nothing that can be done because they have a handicap permit and that's it. I just wished that there were cops right there when the person gets out or gets in their cars. This way, the person would be fined and I'll have jolly good time laughing at their dumbass self. I mean really why the fuck are you doing this when you're capable of walking? Last time I checked there was nothing wrong with walking and plus it's healthy. All this really does is create more lazy ass motherfuckers in the world. How? People will wake up later and still be on time to their destination because they have that permit. Fuckers!

Speaking of lazy ass people, I saw a commercial for microwavable biscuits! WTF?! Is America getting so lazy that people can't make biscuits? I don't mean from scratch, unless you want to, but the ones that are already premade and all you have to do is put them in the oven and voila! I just think it's sad that people can't find a way enjoy time...in their home...in the morning.

Until then...
"Keane - Somewhere Only We Know"

20041104

"Rapture tastes so sweet"

*shifty eyes*

It's Thursday and I have class at 1400 hours.

*/shifty eyes*

Just felt like blogging even though I should be studying. My cell phone died on my today only because I never charged the battery for the past 2 days. It's not my fault! Yes it is, but that's not the point. I was tired for the past two days and kept falling asleep without remembering to charge it. My fat ass friend is reading this right now and he's laughing. Dumb ass! He's not really fat, I just call him fat because he was before eating Subway (Eat Fresh!). I call my other friend Lupe because it's funny. I was working yesterday and felt like calling him Lupe. That isn't his real name, but it's fun because he hates the name.

Bush won and the world is already crumpling. Just kidding! Nice of Kerry to concede and not contest the voting because then we would have another escapade like the 2000 election. I must say one thing about the election or maybe 2. One, there was a fuck-load of people voting absentee in FL. There was like 96,000 in one county and another had 94,000. That is way to fucking much. I can understand that people don't trust the electronic voting, but damn! Second, what the hell happened to the young voters. There wasn't an increase at all in the percentage that voted in the 2000 and this election. Only 17% voted this election which is FUCKING SAD after all the pushing for younger people to vote. You had celebrities, people from both parties, and just about every media that young voters pay attention to, telling them to vote yet only 17% showed up. Pathetic!

Of course, what's even more sad is that when I start going to places, I will probably hear people complain about shit when they didn't even vote. Motherfuckers don't have the right to complain unless they voted and yes, I voted! Sons-of-bitches better not complain about anything that happens to take money from their paychecks or makes them mad. Bitches!

Until then...
"lio - Rapture (Tastes So Sweet)"

20041102

"I lie perfectly still"

What does it mean when a bumper sticker says, "Question Reality?"

I was walking to my car when I saw this and thought WTF? What is there in reality that I should be questioning and if I do then would that thing exist? Like if I question about my existent and if I'm really alive then wouldn't that be weird since I "know" that I'm alive. What about a car? If I questioned the car I'm driving then would there really be a car that I'm driving or am I just floating on air and moving along at 45 miles/hour. Should I be questioning reality? Or for that matter, should anyone question reality? If so, why? I don't see the point because then you'll be wasting your life and time instead of enjoying it like most people are. Yes?

Another note, why are people asking me who I voted for? My friends, people, and just about everyone in my life. Why? It's my vote and I don't need to reveal it to anyone, but myself. I don't ever remember people asking other people who they voted for back in 2000 or any other presidential elections before that. Motherfuckers need to leave me alone.

I also want to say that everyone needs to vote by absentee. I went to vote yesterday and I stood in line for 4 fucking hours! I was doing that whole early voting bit and that shit was gay. They tell you to go vote early, yet there's a fucking massive line and so some people don't get to vote because they don't have time. My friend is one of those people. He tried twice, but there was a long line the first time and the second time, the voting place was closed. WTF? How can a voting place be closed if it's supposed to be open so people can VOTE EARLY! Fucking bullshit!

Until then...
"Story of the Year - Dive Right In"

20041026

"I won't let this build up"

It's Tuesday the 26th of October and that means one thing. Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas is here! I'll hopefully pick it up tomorrow on my way home from work, assuming the store is open. It better be or else [a tear will come down my face]!

I picked up the Jimmy Eat World CD and feel kinda meh about it. Don't get me wrong, I'll probably like it if I keep listening to it, but when I first popped it in, it was different. Which is good, but it'll take me a while to like the CD. I'm also getting used to a song by the group Keane. I first heard the song on 'One Tree Hill' and after that I've been listening to it on Launch! and I like it. It's a good slow song that is good if you want to just relax. Of course, you would have to somewhat ignore the lyrics for it sounds like there's a relationship going on or something.

I took my Calculus test Thursday night and hopefully did good. I did every problem as best as I could and hopefully come out with an A/B. I'm hoping for the B, A would be cool, but I'll be fine with the B. I hoping for the B because I need a B in that class to satisfy a requirement to enter the College of Engineering. If not then fuck! I would be fine with a C, but any lower and I'll be mad piss at myself.

Well, I have to go and do stuff for school.

Until then...
"Slipknot - Vermillion"

20041019

"Take it away"

Just felt like blogging right now.

I "finished" typing up the paper which is good, but it's crap. It was fine at the beginning, but as the night went on, the paper just went downhill. I'm just going to turn it like it is because I have no time to change any of it. I have calculus test on Thursday and so I have to spend tonight and whatever time have tomorrow to study for it. Hopefully I'll do good and if not then at least get a C.

Until then...
"The Used - Take It Away"

20041018

"Take my money"

So...it's Monday morning and I GOT THE REN AND STIMPY DVD! It was nice to finally hold it and get joy from it. I haven't seen an episode yet, but it's 3 discs and that's it. It was in a box, of course, but nothing else came with it other than these two sheets that were worthless. The first was just a security thing to prevent people from stealing, the second was a paper about the video game awards on SpikeTV. Forgot the name of it, but yeah. I'm not sure when I'll get to watching the DVD because I know it won't be anytime this week. I'll probably won't watch until after school is over and I'm on winter break.

I still haven't gone to BestBuy to get the other two DVDs that I want, but I'll do that this Saturday. I did buy something that I didn't mention. I bought comic books. I'm probably dumb for saying that, but eh, it's something I like. I guess I can finally say something to people when they ask what's my hobby. Heh.

I'm going to be broke soon, if I don't learn how to control my passion for vidoe games. I was checking a list of when games would be released. I never take the dates on the list seriously because the dates always changing, but from what I could see, I'm going broke! I'm getting one this week that'll cost $35-$40 bucks. Next week, I'll be getting Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas and that's $50+. After that, I'll have to wait, but the games that are coming will all cost me $50+ bucks. I didn't count the number of games that I'll be buying, but it will cost me a fuck load of money.

I didn't write the paper that I said I would, but I'm going to do it today and that's no lie. I mean it. After blogging, I'll start cracking down and getting serious!

Until then...
"Papa Roach - Between Angels and Insects"

20041017

"Can't seem to fight these feelings"

So it's 2:20 AM where I'm at and felt like blogging. I told myself to type up this paper that's due Thursday, but I'm not. My internet interests has taken over my school interest. The paper isn't really due because it's optional, but I want it done so I don't have to worry about the other ones that follow because this paper will be my last. You might be wondering why I want it done now. It's not because I'm some geek (I am, but not that kind) it's just that I have a calculus test on the same day it's due. Knowing myself, I would type this paper the day before it's due, but I have to study for calc test and on top of that I have to work on Wednesday, so bleh.

On the plus side, I checked Best Buy's weekly ad and I saw that they had a sale of 2 DVDs for $20. I was even more happy when I saw that it was from a selection of horror movies. It was about 10-15 DVDs, some old (Exorcist, Psycho, Dawn of the Dead (1970)) and new (Texas Chainsaw (the new one), Freddy vs. Jason, The Ring). I'm definately picking up Texas Chainsaw and Freddy vs. Jason. I'm also picking up Evil Dead which is a part of the 2 for $20 deal, but I might pick it up alone because I'm not sure if I should also pick up The Ring with it. I liked The Ring, but heard the DVD wasn't packed with much extra. I figured if I didn't then I'd save myself $7-9 dollars, because if I just picked up 3, it would total ~$30 bucks and 4 would have me at $40+. Add on to that the fact that Jimmy Eat World is coming out with their new album this week and that's close to $50 bucks!

Booooooooo! Just checked BestBuy's weekly ad again and noticed that the Texas Chainsaw DVD also has barely any extras with it. The collector's edition of Texas Chainsaw has a whole bunch, but not the one on sale. Booooooo! Also just checked the Freddy vs. Jason and that one has all the goodies. So, I guess I just narrowed my selection to just Evil Dead, F vs. J, and Jimmy Eat World. So that's only ~$30. Sweet! I just saved myself some money. Actually I'm not really sure if I did or not because there's also another purchase that I gotta make.

This purchase involves an old school cartoon that I watched 11-12 years ago. I loved the show and it is probably my favorite show of all time. I may not remember the shows, but I would watch it when it was on. The cartoon I'm speaking of is...Ren and Stimpy! The DVD of the first 2 seasons came out on the 12th and I couldn't believe it. I just can't wait until Monday to pick it up. I have to wait until Monday because I'll be spending Sunday, hopefully, typing up the report that I was supposed to type up tonight. Knowing myself, I probably won't, but oh well!

Until then...
"Papa Roach - Broken Home"

20041014

"Rebuild what's left of this child"

I've been having a crap week so far and it only gets worst (or worse) from here on out. I had a paper due today in World Religion and it sucked. I don't think I even reached the minimum of 750 words that was required. I just remember typing it up and printing it. So that's bad, but what's better is that I have another paper to type up in the same class! Yay for me! Actually, I don't really have to type it up since it's optional, but I want to get down with writing essays in the that class so yeah.

What's even more better is the fact that the gaming world has been slow this week! What a bunch of crap. All I see is the same news over and over again (not my fault for checking every 5 seconds). Besides that I'm filled with a little joy because I'll be buying a game this Saturday or maybe Friday night. It's titled Paper Mario: The Thousand Year Door. It's for the Gamecube and supposedly it's a kick ass game. I can't wait!

Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door

In the music world, I got the new Chevelle CD about two weeks ago and I can't stop listening to it. When I first popped in the CD and started listening, I was hooked. That's probably the only album I've listened from start to finish and liked every track. I seriously recommend this to any Chevelle fan or rock fan. It rocks!

Chevelle

Until then...
"Chevelle - To Return"